Monday, March 31, 2008
FINALLY! :)I decided to call the chief tester to ask for my result,i had to call them due to the technical problem that happened last friday.
I PASS,my advance theory.I sounded like i always fail right?haha.Do you know that i'm totally freak out by this test.Is not that i never study,the question are tricky.I went to sit for the etrial for THREE times(six papers) and i spent $32.10 and out of the six test papers i sat for i FAILED FIVE of it my results were (72,76,78,80,82,88,90)the passing mark is 90!!!!.It was very very very tricky.Seriously i dont wish to fail it cause it will take you a long time to re-test,like three months.....So now when my uncle ask me whether i pass my FTT,i will say yes!!!!He had been asking and asking everytime i go for lesson.Hah! But to be super duper ultra sure I have to go down to CDC and double check my result,imagine he see the result wrongly?!! oh gosh then i think i will have to bang the wall already.
And today i went for a run from east coast mac to bedok jetty.Feel good after the run.Hmm..so whats the actual distance i ran? 4km or 5km?
Thank God for todays good weather.
Great day! :)
4:35 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
HELLO!
Had lots of fun at "March" retreat today!!!!Thanks to the organizer :) Tho i only reach at around 3pm,i still managed to play captain ball with the people!!!!i had really lots of fun.:) Indeed i had a memorable day. :)
Thank god for today!
11:44 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
- I though my test is at 4:15pm reached CDC at 4pm but actually the test starts only at 4:30pm.
- Waited(standing) from 4pm to 4:30pm
- Then,the officer came out and told us the computer arent working. argh!%%$^&$
- So,everyone waited till 5pm.
- Still not ready yet,so.... we had to use the old way of shading the OAS sheet and the questions are all on hard copies.Yellowish mouldy test papers.
- And we cant know our results on the spot!!!! must wait for another THREE days!gosh!
so unlucky.
8:07 PM
hello,so what are you chasing for?
12:53 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Driving is so fun!Uncle always say i drive too fast,and he said that i never listen to what he says.True,I'm really a reckless driver,today i drove at a speed of 60 and he say i cant drive that fast the maximum speed for learner is 50.Today i drove from eunos to tampines and i used the flyover,so fun.The whole road was empty thats why i tried to increase the speed.
Good news,uncle is only charging me 20 bucks for 5 lessons.Cheap right?Thanks!!!
And...i'm going to sit for my final theory this friday,and i hope the paper will be easy :)
10:36 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
Easter sunday-had service in the morning and then there was a Prize Giving Ceremony.So somehow after the service,a couple of question started to pop out of my mind,so now i'm pondering over it.Some youth shared during the PGS, felt encouraged by it.
And now i would like to share an incident which happened yesterday.As usual brother had his basketball competition at BAS and mum and i went down to support him.So when we were walking towards the traffic light,mum saw a ceramic pot which someone threw it at the corner of the block.She thinks it is quite expensive/good quality so thats why she wanted to take it back, and use it to plant some flowers at my dad's office BUT of course i told her not to take it but still she insisted that she wants it.So,brother finished his competition and both mother and i walked back home and we walked pass the ceramic pot,mum used all her strength and carried it and put it in my dad's lorry.And she confidently thinks that nobody would take it off from the truck.
And today,as i was on my way for service, i saw the soil and the short plant w/o the pot lying on the grass patch besides dad's truck so i decided to check wheather is the pot still on dad's truck.I peeped,and i saw nothing.When i saw the pot was missing,wanted to call mum but she's still asleep.After service,went home and told her that someone had taken the pot away from dad's truck.So she was like so furious over that p o t and she phoned my dad and asked him wheather he took it away,yes indeed it was my dad who carried it down from his truck and left it on the floor cause he thought that someone play a prank on him by putting a ceramic pot on his truck.So ended up someone took it away.
I would like to conclude by telling everyone that "What is yours,it will be yours.No matter how hard you fight for it sometimes you will still not get it"
Maybe Mum could pray that the pot will appear at dad's office tomorrow morning.haha :)
Currently,there's some conflicts between my uncles and dad.Everyday i would 'anticipate' something good to happen in my paternal family,but its always BAD.Once my grandfather passed away the house is filled with problems i dont know is it the fengshui or what,one problems after another just come darting into the family.And everything started with three words MONEY,FAME and HATRED.In my eighteen years of life,i never thought that all these conflict would arise between them.Its just like a drama those tv drama that we usually see on channel 8 or channel 55.I'm really very pissed with all those childish acts.I dont know if my cousins read my blog, if you accidently pop into my blog and saw this just tell your dearest daddy to stop all their nonscense.
Sometimes I know that my father is at wrong on behalf i would like to say sorry.But have you uncles ever think that you are also at wrong.I know they will never have the cheek to stand out and say that they've dont is wrong,and a sorry will never ever be heard from them.And i know for sure is that you(seven uncles) better dont step onto my tail and bully my dad or else i will not let you guys off.Please have some respect for your eldest brother,will you?
I really would want to pray for PEACE in my family.
1:02 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
OH DEAR!I vomitted at my student's place this morning(dont worry i didnt vomit on the floor i did it in the toilet).Gosh!i think i had food posining.So as usual morning had to give tuition.Half way through the tuition,i felt terribly ill.I just cant stay focus,and i went to the toilet a couple of time.Then i was telling my student,i'm sick can you just do your work on your own,and they did it quietly,very good boys.So after finished giving the first one,i felt worst so i cancelled the third tuition which was supposed to be at 1.30pm.Seriously today i didnt really teach much,i was sitting there trying to wait for time to passby.Then as i was teaching the second student I rushed into the toilet and puke.Here comes the best part,the basin was stucked with the food that i vomitted out so i had to use my hand to pull out the stopper and let the water flow.Really disgusting,so things that i vomitted out are....some patches of red and white in color (i hopefully not blood)maybe it was the watermelon i ate yesterday.So felt so much better after throwing out.At least i can teach properly.After teaching the second boy,went home and i slept from 2pm to 7pm.Thats why i can get to bed now.
Thank god!i'm feeling better now. :)
Happy Easter!
2:18 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Met up with cheryl and we had a nice chat.Life's good for her and she is still doing good in zurich.I really admire her,and i want to be like her.So now i'm trying to stay focus doing well in everything really everything be it studies or career,i cannot lose out.I've lost many chances in primary and seconday not doing good in my studies,thinking back i think i should mock at my stupidity.I've wasted my past 16 years enjoying life,not studying hard enough and now landed in a situation where i just have to blame myself.Some friends around me always says that I should enjoy life and know more friends rather than working-no life.But at the end of the day i still think that without knowledge and money you can't and you will never get the chance to do what you like.So if you think that i'm always talking about MONEY/career...and you cant stand that,then i'm sorry.Yes i'm a girl who wants a better life.I have my aim and i believe in hardwork.I can be very tired and stressed up but well....i'm still young i can still take the stress.
So friends, please dont say that i always teach tuiton and neglected the friends around me or i'm always staying home studying.Cause personally i feel that what is more important for me and what is not.Pls i'm just trying to earn a living for myself.How long more can i work?So are you telling me that you are going to work for another 40 or 50 more years,Gosh!Some of you may think that i'm strange talking something useless and you may say that i've changed yes,i agree.
Friends you really have to think for your future. :) Not wasting your time on something worthless!
Anyway i'm thankful as GOD has put me into this situation so that i'm able to grow.Giving me many many problems to handle at a time,really i'm very grateful.Sometimes when i'm at the verge of giving up GOD whose up there will always be there helping me .
:)
Here's something for everyone.
James 1:2-4
2Consider it pure joy,my brother,when ever you face trials of many kinds.3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete,not lacking anything.
Thursday:
1.Tennis
2.Driving
3.Tuition
12:24 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
results out.
Not very happy with it but still i'm thankful for it.
:) Thanks for your prayer.
Now i'm a year two student.
Next prayer request,hope that my timetable will be good.I still want to give tuition.
12:20 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
It was 9.45pm.The bus uncle stepped the brake and i injured my leg(last toe).So i got down the bus 155 thinking nothing happened.But as i was walking towards to traffic light i felt something wet under my foot.So i stopped walking and to my horror,my toe was bleeding profusely,i can feel the blood dripping out.At that moment i thought my flesh dropped out or something.So i limped all the way back.When i reached home,mum saw my leg and she was shocked.AHA!Tho the cut is deep,but thank GOD i'm fine now :) Imagine i had to go for a few stitches,then i wont be able to drive on thursday,that very sad right? :(
So funny.Dad received a call from the police just now and they said that my dad's driver caught carrying bomb in the lorry -_- and i laughed when my told me that.
11:18 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Hi my friend.I had a great week meeting up with friends,playing netball/tennis with the thirteen of them on saturday under the scorching weather.And of course i ended this week with a few good points learnt at the church.
Anyway,nyp's semestral results will be out this wednesday and i pray that all of my friends from this school will have a smile on their face upon receiving their results.
Before i go,a few questions for me as well as everyone to think about.
1."Am i riding on a warhorse or a donkey?"
2.What would you like to see happen so that you could say at the end of your life,"Lord,now dismiss your servant in peace?" for non believers-(What would you like to see happen in your life before you pass on?)Actually what matilda said was quite true.This question is a little tough to answer cause you will never know when you will end your life.Unless you commit suiside or you've got some sickness.
1."Am i riding on a warhorse or a donkey?"
2.What would you like to see happen so that you could say at the end of your life,"Lord,now dismiss your servant in peace?" for non believers-(What would you like to see happen in your life before you pass on?)Actually what matilda said was quite true.This question is a little tough to answer cause you will never know when you will end your life.Unless you commit suiside or you've got some sickness.
Have a blessed FOUR days week!
A note for self:(Just let matter set aside first and all i want to do now is to enjoy myself,i promise i'm not going to seek revenge,cause i think that there is no point doing it, i'll just let the matter stay in my mind and hopefully it will disappear.)
6:45 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
My first driving lesson was FUN! Uncle gave me the key and told me to start driving.I was like HUH?! how to start? I was so excited that i wanted to start driving without closing the door,then my uncle said "you haven even close the door properly you want to drive?" haha.So when he told me to step on the accelerator i put in too much force and there was a (boom boom )sound it was so loud.And i drove in the carpark for only two round and he told me to go to the main road!I was driving at 20km/h and it was way tooo slow.So i stepped on the accelerator and my unlce said i cant drive too fast.So i didnt get horned from the vehical behind me,BUT there was a taxi who flashed his beam light cause i was driving too slow,then in the end he cut to the another lane.And the car went dead thrice in the middle of the road,i had to restart the engine,thank god i did it fast,never caused jam.
Afterall,driving is fun but its quite dangerous you have to be alert at all times.So i'm having my next lesson on next thursday :)
Okay so netball tomorrow,woah i think i'm enjoying my holiday right now.
12:53 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
She is still in our midst,till now i still could not believe cousin passed away.Really!Trying to forget what i saw three weeks back,but i cant its already deep rooted in my mind the image of her is still there.All of us are still feeling down over my cousin's death,three weeks since her death,looking at all my other cousin's msn nick it just shows me that how sad they are.I really hope all of us can move on,yes?
(I hope she's somewhere up there living happily.)
Recently i'm crazy over sports.Really!(Gym,Tennis,Running,Badminton)So now my whole body is aching,esp both arms.And i ran 2.4km with a timing of 18 mins way below my standard of fourteen-fifteen minutes.Bad isn't it?So went to watch bro kevin at BSA ,he was having a match.Unfortunately they loss.Okay now i'm anticipating for the netball super league(NSL)I will try to "dig" out some time to watch the matches.Hah :)
The weather for the past few days was terrible.Raining,drizzling for the whole day.It would be nice staying home and hiding under your blanket right and sleep?I remembered on tuesday when i'm on my way back home it started to pour heavily and the wind was super strong i had to force my umbrella against the wind but still i cant win it,so i stood there and i was totally drenched.
So,i'm having a fun time enjoying my holidays and meantime earning some money.I think thats the way my life should be right now,not sitting at home doing nothing(*i'm not insulting anyone).If you need money then work,if you dont want to work then i think you should stay at home and try doing something useful like helping you mum to do some housework. ahaha :)Great!at least i love my life now,very relaxing,no stress.Going for service every week and learn new things :) and meeting up with friends.
Yes of course,teach.Teaching is fun unless students dont give me a hard time.I'm trying to build a good realtionship with them right now,and they are a bunch of cute people.Esp my three koreans students and kathleen.They are a bunch of funny students,today one of them wanted to write the word (ma fan-troublesome)instead he wrote it as (horse rice).Isnt it funny?And another was saying "Teaching you look very poor."haha,she didnt mean it,actually she said that because i was dreached from head to toe-totally and i was looking messy/untidy.
O'right,i'm waiting for my sleeping time,which is at 3.30am,but meantime i'm going play some online game.hah!
O'right,i'm waiting for my sleeping time,which is at 3.30am,but meantime i'm going play some online game.hah!
Happy Birthday Mum! :)
Everyone,have a blessed day.
Everyone,have a blessed day.
1:22 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
(same)
:(
3:58 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Gosh i need to change my bad habit,i just dont know why i tend to fall asleep on every saturday morning during tuition.So as usual,felt soooo sleepy when i started teaching the second student at 10.30am.At that moment,i was in a dilemma wheather should i cancel the fourth student which i'm supposed to teach at 3pm.Yes,so i made up my mind and cancelled it.So after teaching three students,i went home to sleep.
So now i'm still in the midst of enjoying my holidays.HM,two weeks till releasing of results and five weeks till school reopens and i'm still planning to play tennis a few more times before school starts where i wont even have the time to play.
And i have to head down to MOE to collect my cert on monday-which is so far.
Anticipating ;
-driving(this friday) VERY seriously i dont know how to drive.I dont know anything i think my uncle will be in danger sitting in the car and i've yet to learn my advance theory.(14th march-fri)
-tennis at tp(a wednesday)
-advance thoery test(28th march-fri)
-retreat(29th march-sat)
-06'seconday five gathering(29th march-sat)
-and more tuition to teach.
11:54 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008

Today before teaching,spent an hour and a half at Temasek poly playing tennis.It had been ages since i played it.I'm gonna get a nice racket so that i could play it.AYE!wait a minute,when school reopens which is in a month time,do i have time to play?I always make impulsive decisions,which ended up..... -_-
Suddenly i miss eating Eunos's curry puff.I was too early today,the puff was not yet ready :(
Labels: bad day, cause i scolded my student.
1:58 AM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
I miss Cheryl Yap so much!She will be back this from Switzerland this friday!!!And i cant wait to see her,i got so many things to tell her.
I need a pillow to shout into.
12:13 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Wah!oh my.
I'm living on mundane life.Doing the same old things for weeks.To earn a living/to earn that sum of amount,i had to look at student's faces,parent's faces.It has been a year since i give tuition and i've seen so many different kind of students and parents.They really give me headache okaye.Because of that little of money i have to bare with it.
As for me,saturday is the busiest day of the week.Had to wake up at 8am and finish tuition only in the late evening.Five in a row.So as you know my cousin passed away last week and actually i was kinda reluctant to go for tuition cause i was not in the mood and esp i had not enough sleep,caused i had to help at the wake as the folks were not allowed to burn the joss paper so only me and a few cousins were there doing it.And all of us only had 3-4 hrs of sleep for four days.So on saturday,i was super ultra tired was really reluctant to give tuition BUT i went to TEACH because if i were to cancel it,i think i will be fired on the spot or i'll get scolding(stud's mum had already make it clear to me).So cabbed down to student's place.OH now come to the best part,i had the "best","stupidest" idea.I know i cant teach cause i was having a sleepy mind so i told my student,"Ok,sung hung,since your CA is coming right,today i will give you an hour half paper to do and you are not supposed to ask me anything.I want you to finish by the end of the lesson,ok?"So i laid my head on the table and went to SLEEP.OK! you can laugh at me,call me a lousy tutor or loser.I accept/deserve it.Hopefully their parents wont find out about it.Sorry aunty!
So what i want to say is that whatever situation you are in wheather its good or bad,you just have to accept and bare with it.Life is (really unfair),you just have to face it with courage.I really have to plan for my future cause my parents wont be there to help me,always.The older i get the more things i have to worry about,i think you guys would agree with me right?
Can someone please pitty for a second?
Gosh having a hard time!
10:31 PM



