Saturday, March 01, 2008
Wah!oh my.
I'm living on mundane life.Doing the same old things for weeks.To earn a living/to earn that sum of amount,i had to look at student's faces,parent's faces.It has been a year since i give tuition and i've seen so many different kind of students and parents.They really give me headache okaye.Because of that little of money i have to bare with it.
As for me,saturday is the busiest day of the week.Had to wake up at 8am and finish tuition only in the late evening.Five in a row.So as you know my cousin passed away last week and actually i was kinda reluctant to go for tuition cause i was not in the mood and esp i had not enough sleep,caused i had to help at the wake as the folks were not allowed to burn the joss paper so only me and a few cousins were there doing it.And all of us only had 3-4 hrs of sleep for four days.So on saturday,i was super ultra tired was really reluctant to give tuition BUT i went to TEACH because if i were to cancel it,i think i will be fired on the spot or i'll get scolding(stud's mum had already make it clear to me).So cabbed down to student's place.OH now come to the best part,i had the "best","stupidest" idea.I know i cant teach cause i was having a sleepy mind so i told my student,"Ok,sung hung,since your CA is coming right,today i will give you an hour half paper to do and you are not supposed to ask me anything.I want you to finish by the end of the lesson,ok?"So i laid my head on the table and went to SLEEP.OK! you can laugh at me,call me a lousy tutor or loser.I accept/deserve it.Hopefully their parents wont find out about it.Sorry aunty!
So what i want to say is that whatever situation you are in wheather its good or bad,you just have to accept and bare with it.Life is (really unfair),you just have to face it with courage.I really have to plan for my future cause my parents wont be there to help me,always.The older i get the more things i have to worry about,i think you guys would agree with me right?
Can someone please pitty for a second?
Gosh having a hard time!
10:31 PM
