Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wheres the power?Wheres the motivation to study for my common test.I dont know if i'm on the right track,-pause,no i dont think i'm on the correct track where i'm suppose to work hard.
I'm in the midst of common test four more to go and i'm already dead.Theres lots of things for me to handle at one time but i'm a person who cant multi task,uncle also said that during driving.I dont know if i'm able to pull through this crucial period but i just believe that i'm in God's hand and i dont have to worry so much.
I dont know how am i gonna study for my common test when theres prayer on saturday,sunday and monday.And the scariest part is that i'm having two major test on monday,and i've decided to sit for it on monday,not going for great granny's prayer.
Friends,do pray for me.I really need someone to motivate me in order for me to go further. :)
11:57 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Is time for me to be serious and stop procrastinating,its already week seven.
And...Is really hard to commit myself in whatever things i do.Seriously need God's help.
I'll just pray!
Oh man!I cant go from great-granny's prayer on next monday,i'm having common test,should i sit for the retest?
i'm seeing my uncle for driving at eight.Till then,see you guys.
6:15 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I just have blame myself for not studying hard enough for all my tests.I have to bare the consequences.Had software engineering and business process optimization quiz last week and two lab test this week.Oh my!it was terrible.Got back my software engineering quiz and i did badly.Next, the two lab i sat for was even more horrible.I'm very disapointed with myself.
Oh man!What am i doing?Seriously i find that this semester's modules are much tougher compared to the previous one.And theres gonna be another 6 more papers in the next two weeks and 5 projects to go,seriously i dont know how am i gonna survive with it.
I dont have enough sleep.And then i cant concentrate well when i'm doing revision.For instance,yesterday i slept at twelve and woke up at two-thirty to study for my lab test,THEN I fell asleep in front of my laptop.And i still went to teach,ended up dozing off while my student is doing his work.
And then 31th May(sat) will be cousin's prayer day then after that ,1st & 2nd June(monday) will be great granny one year death anniversary and theres gonna be prayer on the two days.....
School /family stuff,so many things to be done in just a short period of time.Please God,i really need you to guide me through.
:(
*Sis is going for surgery tomorrow at paragon,she needs to extract out 4 wisdom tooth.Pray for her man!
11:26 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Seriously,i think my life is getting more and more intresting.Looking life at a different angle.I love all of my sundays,going for service and having fellowship with my friends,doing thing that i dont usually do on the other days.And i played wii today at kenneth's place,haha after round of boxing everyone looks so tired.
Looking back i think i've made a right choice.I thank GOD for that,yes? :)
I dont know why do i have to teach on vesak day,haha.
Running tomorrow,3.5km.
ps.I'm not using friendster anymore,cause i cant retrieve my password.
12:15 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Then again....i fell asleep in from of my notebook and left it on till i woke up.
Very tired.I'm like having a hiatus now,not seeing my students for about a week plus and i'm enjoying my life now.Not that i'm playing or slacking throughout the whole of one week but is that i can at least enjoy being a 'real' student,going home straight after school.Then after school i can at least watch some tv show and go for a run....very relaxing.
And today,student's maid called and asked me to go for tuition starting from this saturday.Gosh!So fast....Student's exam has just ended and why do they still want tuition.I've actually got my plan drawn out.Since my student's june vacation is around three weeks,i've actually decided to use up their holiday to work on my projects-total 5.But now,all of them wants tuition!!!!Where am i going to get the time to do it?And i wanted to go for youth camp but cant,theres so much work to do.I'm like dying soon.Everyday i've only got like four-five hours of sleep which i think is insufficient right?So i'm like a zombie now!Seriously i think i need some tonic or somethingy....
save me then....just hope that things goes well.
and tomorrow(friday) gonna be a long day.....
12:34 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Twelve o'clock.I'm suppose to be hiding under my blanket,but no.There's still lots of homework and reision to be done.From next week onwards,assignments,tests and project datelines will be there 'greeting' me,i dont even dare to think about it.
Talking about school work,i just cant get myself to the study table to start on my revision.I just dont know why.See....laziness is what i always use to describe others but here i am having the same 'illness' as them.
Whatever it is,i just have to work doubly hard,i know it will not be easy.
Last week was a terrible week,i just hope it didnt even exsist at all,except sunday.
Alright,i would like to share some verses from Ecclesiastes.
Ecclesiastes 7:14
14 When times are good,be happy;but when times are bad,consider;God has made the one as well as the other.Therefore,a man cannot discover anything about his future.
better week.
have a blessed week!
11:57 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Woes come after attempt.
It just ended,
all gone.
11:40 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
S p e e c h l e s s.
(guess i'll be going somewhere in nine months time.)
(Sis went for SIA interview,is really cool to have a sis who is a air stewardess,right?)
(Uncle cancelled the driving lesson,instead he rescheudule to monday evening.)
(tomorrow is Grandpa's death anniversary)
(Is time for me to get stressed up over my projects :( )
(tuition done,projects up.)
(& i'm not fine lah.)
5:29 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Few more hours to freedom!
Bye children,see you in two weeks time :)
update sooon.
11:39 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Another week!Seriously i would like to Thank God for everything that had happened last week.Rushing from places to places,and i was totally drained out esp-on saturday.I prayed for strength,He gives me strength.Thinking back it was like a nightmare.And currently all of them are having their exams and it will end by this week,at least i will have some break when they are having their june holidays.Then...once again its time for me to burry my head/hands ....under those projects.I can see those scary monsters flying into my face.HA!
my God shall supply all my needs!
I'm ready for another week!
:)
10:38 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
A sudden burst of tiredness make my energy level go all the way down to negative.
I reached home at around ten in the night i went into my room.For that two minutes,standing still,i felt so....exuasted.
Anyway,HAPPY MAY DAY!time passes real fast.
1:27 AM
