Saturday, August 30, 2008
Back to church today.Wasn't able to attend sunday school for the past two weeks,was totally submerged by books.I'm glad i'm able to be back into the house of the Lord :)
Obeying God & Trusting Him.
Examining myself,have i been obeying God and trusting Him in things i do? And am i doing the correct stuff so that God will be happy with me?I know is never easy,is not that by going to church everyweek attending sunday school will pleased him.Seriously i think i have a big loop hole in my walk with God,is that i'm not doing my QT or reading the bible.To be frank,i'm not a person who can multi-task,if i multi tasked the end result of it will always turned out to be bad/lousy.I only look for him when i need help,i will pray,and after my prayer is being answered,i thank Him.Or sometime when i need his guidance or is felling lost i'll look into the bible for help.But what about when i dont need all that help or guidance?I will just put the bible beside my bed.Its just my plain laziness to even read it.And i believe that by reading the bible is one way i can obey God.
I'm still waiting for God to show me which way to walk/take,i wont be sitting there waiting and waiting i'll be walking and walking till he show me the final way to journey on.
God has always been up there looking after me.Two years down the road,i've taught more than ten students.From students who cheated my money,argh!!!,parents who dont pay up.Hai...What can i do?Hang the world biggest pig head on their door?Sometimes really felt like giving up hope on my students,i scold them but nothing gets into their head at all very tough for me,feel like giving up.I need to have much much much more patience on them.Thanks pastor for saying this word patience!
I've decided not taking in any more tuition till next year.Seriously need a break,I want to do things that i like.Mum told me not to teach anymore,but i think i'm still capable of taking in a few like 2 or 3 students.Since is already like going to be the end of the year, really want to enjoy myself,christmas & lots of parties coming and church camp or even going for mission trip to thailand.Still thinking should i celebrate my new year with the thai kids.
Everyone will have different journey.Friends,continue to work hard and dont give up.Okaye?We are growing into adulthood and there are lots of changes and things that we dont usually encounter will also start to 'invade' into our life.Hang on there! :)
Have a blessed week ahead! :)
11:13 PM
GAH!I'm very tired!!!
1:36 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
I have fought the good fight,I have finished the raced,I have kept the faith
-2 Timothy 4:7
Just woke up,and my back ,shoulders,legs are hurting like crazy.I dont know when the ache will recover. My brother injured his leg and he went to the chinese physician after sending me to school for my last paper.I think both of us really endured and finished the race yesterday.
For those who still dont know what happened,yes,i went for the SAFRA army marathone & Singapore Bay Run. And i did a 1okm run.On sunday,i woke up at 6.30am and was panicking as the flag off time was 7.30am.Bang my brother's door to wake him up,haha and sped all the way down to city hall,but unfortunely we can find any carpark near the starting point,so we park at odeon towen near brash basah.As both of us did not wear any watch or bring mobile,we were not able to check for the time.We squeeze our way through the crowd at padang and stepped on the super ultra muddy field trying to find the starting point.Haha,tell you something,when we reached esplanade bridge,we saw no one caused the race has already begun.We sprint all the way to the front trying to catch up with the rest.The tough part was the sheares bridge where it was very steep,I was like taking small step as it was kinda tedious.And i can see around me was people started to walk.I Jogged all the way and maintain my speed on the bridge.We ran past suntec,and some participant went in and take a rest.It was indeed great to be running on the highway,i was like so close to the singaprore flyer and some even took pictures on the bridge.Hah so funny!And just nice theres also water point.I tried on the isotonic drink-100 plus.Wet my mouth and threw the whole cup away cause it tasted like salt.After running 5km,my leg started to play prank with me,getting very sore and hurt a little.I think i over stretched.So i started walking and after getting charged, we ran all the back to padang,I am damn proud of myself.Although my leg are hurting,i ran all the way back!!!I tell you people,the feeling of seeing and crossing the finishing line was definitely great.Seeing people cheering all around.We stepped through the muddy field again to collect of race bag,and headed back home.I wanted to attend service but totally worn out but still,went for cousin's twenty first birthday party.
I really look up to my brother,he is just hero.His legs are really hurting and after the race he told me his legs are hurting and its like gonna break soon.
And this crazy man,said that next year we gonna run the 21km after his operation.
I'm damn proud of myself for finishing the race.In my mind,theres only theree word 'NEVER GIVE UP'. :)
Well race over,exams over.Its gonna be september in a few days time and about four more months and the end of another year.I've been busy since the beginning of the year,rushing rushing chasing after time.And I THANK GOD for everything.Need some break,to rest my mind.I'll try to blog more frequent since i'm having my holiday already :)
I'VE FOUGHT HARD,I FINISHED THE RACE :)
6:44 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
My eyes are like a little swollen.Dont have enough sleep for the past few days,and i look like a zombie.Some say i have panda eyes. Gosh! Exam periods are always dreadfulCoping with two things at a time was never easy.Frankly speaking ,i never do my best studying for the first two papers.But afterall i'm rather satisfied with both papers,rooms for improvement.Thank GOD =)
i will press on!
Tired!
7:59 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
HALO.Study week is over!
Tomorrow gonna be my first paper-ERP.Bah!Not very excited.Caused i'm used to the common test mood already.But still got lots of theory to cover before heading to the exams hall.
But still i'm gonna watch the finals,singa-na vs china in the evening.I watched the semi final and i must praise south korea,they played very well.
I've been out under the sun running 4-5km three times a week.Thats definitely not enough,cause i will be running the singapore bay run next sunday a 10 km run.Oh yes,btw i've gotten the race t-shirt,it looks quite nice but my brother dont like it caused its yellow and white.Talking about the race,I dont know how on earth i'm gonna complete it.Ah! and i still have a last last very last paper on the next day.I'm afraid i might fall sick.Pray for me okay? :)
Due to the VERY sunny weather,i got freckles all over my face alreadayLAH!esp on my left cheek. :( I'm damn sad. I counted theres like eight on my face. Oh my! :(
12:56 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Ok I've got somethingyyy so share.I've not been really eating any pockey,for about three weeks.I kinda of miss the strawberry ones.Hah,my pokey gang!!!!
So my kind sister bought the whole bag filled with goodies back from shanghai esp POCKEYssss.Wah!I'm like sooo happy.Theres like red wine flavour,chocolate, mango...lots of different kinds of flavours.
Pockey girl! :)
5:21 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
hey people!!!
I"M very bored.
as a r e s u l t i'm going to burn midnight oil tonight after fetching sister from the airport.
seriously,i dont know what to blog about since now my life is all about revision.I dont want to bore you to death by posting all the theories that i've studied.Haha.
Ok since its the olympic season,why not you guys give watch the games,dont come back since i got nothing to blog about! Okay?
:)
1:04 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Ok a little strange to blog at this timing.I'm like so bored with my revison,so ended here!Wanted to sleep early but studying really make me awake.There is church later,so i must must must get myself to sleep.So yesterday i watched the opening ceremony of the bejing olympics and i was kinda amazed by it.A well planned event.It lasted for four solid hours.After watching,went back to my revision again! :)
And for today,national day.Started my day with tuition,had a total of four students.Everything ended at around evening and it was pouring heavily,mum fetched me from bedok south and we headed to the airport to fetch my sis.She is back from adelaide,flying to shanghai on monday morning.She bought me nice food!!! I love food :)
Okay i'll come back later,feeling sleepy already!
2:36 AM
Friday, August 08, 2008
BAH! i really dislike people who dont put in intiative in whatever things they do.If you really want it,then you have to get it on your own or at least show that you are interested.I really hate it when people take things for granted.Like i own them,and i have to repay or somethingy....
Yah,you can call me selfish.But,sometimes i will look at the situation whether should i help the person a not.And of he/she deserves it a not.
Anyway,my exams are in one week time,have to really put in effort.I really want to do well.... :>
Sis is now on the plane flying to adelaide.Pray for a safe trip.
Alright,some burning some midnight oil.GAH!
12:36 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Hah!After sending sister to SIA training center,mum drove me to ecp for a run.She drop me at the hawker center near bedok jetty and then off she goes to MAC to have her breakfast.I dont know how far i ran.After the run i dont feel tired at all lah maybe i ran less than 2.4km,wanted to continue running but cant cause mum waiting for me.
And guess what i saw police cars and people crowding near the beach near mac.Then i saw the police's tent on the beach,and at that moment i know that theres a body in it.True enough, i decided to walk nearer and i saw a man's body.Damn disgusting! Came back and read the newspaper and realised that yesterday night the SCDF had already start searching for the body of this chinese national that i saw just now.Scary Scary.....Ah...Never swim in the sea esp at night.
Ok bye,off for some driving!
12:16 PM
Peace within me-i need.
Peace i live with you;my peace i give you.I do not give to you as the world gives.Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.John 14:27
For he himself is our Peace.
12:14 AM
Friday, August 01, 2008
Okay firstly i'm very happy cause my semester ended,no more lessons.Except a couple of revison class which are important yet not compulsary.I am sooo looking forward to my race.First up will be my Singapapore bay run on 24th august which is also cousin wendy's 21st birthday.I need to get her present but dont know what to buy.Then next, on the 26th october Great Eastern run.Lastly standard chartered 10km.Very excited and i need to start training.I know is not easy to finish 10km.I Really love running.
You see...talking about school its like a nightmare.As you know i just had my common test for the whole week and now i'm preparing for another three major papers.I've never tried sitting for test everyday,so scary.I know i wont be doing well for a couple of it,but i know i will deserve what God wants me to get.I just hope the effort i put into these sixteen weeks will not be wasted.
And i thank God for bringing me through each and everyday.Well..I would like to thank my friends too...helping me in my projects and school work,without them school wont be fun at all,right? Haha... And would also like to thank those lecturers,they are nice people.Esp,brenda and jenny.
Okay so i'll be starting to teach from tomorrow onwards,students are having their CA soon.I'm really looking forward for so many things...
Alright,will be back asap. :)
Have a blessed day!
10:08 PM
