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Tuesday, September 22, 2009 My Dad. Seriously i have no idea what is he thinking all the while. I thought i'm suppose to be happy for my brother's wedding? but i'm not.Now i have to pause and think twice before making my decision to or not to go Aussie.And i'm not looking forward to see the bill on next sunday night and the amount of people that will be there.I hope i can even find myself in the pool of people. I guess,fame is the word that is revolving around his head. And perhaps if Grandpa was around, 200 tables? Oh gosh! they're crazy. 12:07 AM Saturday, September 19, 2009 
Everything just turned out to be chaotic. I'm not very happy with what i'm facing now. Feeling so stress. But i believe God is putting me to test and through that i believe my faith would be strengthen. From the pressure at my work place,student's result and to my brother's wedding. One person to three issue and my lesiure time has all been taken by the three monstersss. Seriously i'm not looking forward to kor's wedding, and Dad always likes to create more problems by inviting more and more people form 800 to 1000,he thinks is his wedding,so silly and then i'll be the one clearing up the mess ended up i'm the one losing. My sister is still the best,enjoying her time in Moscow.Gosh! what is happening man!?Well,all i could do is to hang on there and look at the brighter side :) and say "i love my life now!" 4:39 PM Monday, September 14, 2009 & God gave me this verse: He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Isaiah 40:29 be joyful and pray continuously. 10:47 PM I really dread going to work. I thought that working at CDC would be fun but it turned out to be so terrible.My boss doesnt know anything at all cause his computing language is not the same as ours,he has to depend on all of us and all 3 of my colleagues dont know c# only one guy but when he explained to me i dont really understand. Frankly speaking,i'm not a good programmer and i dont know why the school posted me there when the paper states clearly that they want people who are specialize in programming. On the first day of work,i've told my boss that i'm in logistics and i think he is very disappointed with the school. Those programming that i'm working on are informations of the learners and statistics. I'm really very disappointed with my teacher,and i'm going to feedback to them.I guess i have to hang on,i really dont wish to fail my IPP. :( Alright,went to the Comex today and i wanted to grab the Canon DSLR ,IPod and Mac book back home.I tried on the camera & was so close to say ok "i'll buy this DSLR". Mum said that if i like i buy,i kept on telling myself cannot cannot cause i'll need plenty plenty plenty of moneyyy for my education, Beijing trip and Mac notebook. Mentioning about education,i've yet to check out all the Uni,i really don't have the time even my running time has all been taken up by work, tuition and other stuff :( and they(family) kept on bugging me to decide what i want to study. Oh gosh! Scary,i guess i'm still not prepared to leave yet. :(Well,i'll still look upon God and committing all my worries and decisions into his hands. 12:45 AM Tuesday, September 01, 2009 Another challenge for me.I've started my attachement and its only day (2) and i'm very tired! Working is dreadful,waking up early is not a common thing for me. I'm thinking positively,i dont wish to have a dreadful time working at cdc.I'm really praying very hard that each day God would provide me strength. What makes it more challenging is that the task that was given to me. The manager and colleagues have been nice to me,but they are busy to guide me. Working till 5pm is not that bad,but i have to give tuiton till 8pm,thats even more more more more challenging. I'm really very tiredddddd!!! :( 11:39 PM Tuesday, September 22, 2009 My Dad. Seriously i have no idea what is he thinking all the while. I thought i'm suppose to be happy for my brother's wedding? but i'm not.Now i have to pause and think twice before making my decision to or not to go Aussie.And i'm not looking forward to see the bill on next sunday night and the amount of people that will be there.I hope i can even find myself in the pool of people. I guess,fame is the word that is revolving around his head. And perhaps if Grandpa was around, 200 tables? Oh gosh! they're crazy. Saturday, September 19, 2009
Everything just turned out to be chaotic. I'm not very happy with what i'm facing now. Feeling so stress. But i believe God is putting me to test and through that i believe my faith would be strengthen. From the pressure at my work place,student's result and to my brother's wedding. One person to three issue and my lesiure time has all been taken by the three monstersss. Seriously i'm not looking forward to kor's wedding, and Dad always likes to create more problems by inviting more and more people form 800 to 1000,he thinks is his wedding,so silly and then i'll be the one clearing up the mess ended up i'm the one losing. My sister is still the best,enjoying her time in Moscow.Gosh! what is happening man!?Well,all i could do is to hang on there and look at the brighter side :) and say "i love my life now!" Monday, September 14, 2009 & God gave me this verse: He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Isaiah 40:29 be joyful and pray continuously. I really dread going to work. I thought that working at CDC would be fun but it turned out to be so terrible.My boss doesnt know anything at all cause his computing language is not the same as ours,he has to depend on all of us and all 3 of my colleagues dont know c# only one guy but when he explained to me i dont really understand. Frankly speaking,i'm not a good programmer and i dont know why the school posted me there when the paper states clearly that they want people who are specialize in programming. On the first day of work,i've told my boss that i'm in logistics and i think he is very disappointed with the school. Those programming that i'm working on are informations of the learners and statistics. I'm really very disappointed with my teacher,and i'm going to feedback to them.I guess i have to hang on,i really dont wish to fail my IPP. :( Alright,went to the Comex today and i wanted to grab the Canon DSLR ,IPod and Mac book back home.I tried on the camera & was so close to say ok "i'll buy this DSLR". Mum said that if i like i buy,i kept on telling myself cannot cannot cause i'll need plenty plenty plenty of moneyyy for my education, Beijing trip and Mac notebook. Mentioning about education,i've yet to check out all the Uni,i really don't have the time even my running time has all been taken up by work, tuition and other stuff :( and they(family) kept on bugging me to decide what i want to study. Oh gosh! Scary,i guess i'm still not prepared to leave yet. :(Well,i'll still look upon God and committing all my worries and decisions into his hands. Tuesday, September 01, 2009 Another challenge for me.I've started my attachement and its only day (2) and i'm very tired! Working is dreadful,waking up early is not a common thing for me. I'm thinking positively,i dont wish to have a dreadful time working at cdc.I'm really praying very hard that each day God would provide me strength. What makes it more challenging is that the task that was given to me. The manager and colleagues have been nice to me,but they are busy to guide me. Working till 5pm is not that bad,but i have to give tuiton till 8pm,thats even more more more more challenging. I'm really very tiredddddd!!! :( About me.
Soh Meixuan Michelle
13th October
Nanyang Poly;EI
Bethesda Chapel
♥ GOD
♥ family
♥ peace
♥ the sun
♥ art
♥ netball,tennis
♥ running
♥ red green black
♥ my home
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