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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 I really dont know what i should do now,should i feel sorry for myself?The moment i log into my account,i saw this- 'We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application' I'm not kidding.I was kinda shocked at that momement of time,yesterday night i slept at 2am and i was anticipating for the posting,i must say that i'm quite confident.But things just turned out the other way.I felt LOST,no one was there to tell me what i should/could do,saw bh online and i think he was the only one there at eight.Knowing that he got into a course that he wanted,i was like so worried for myself as i did slightly better but i cant get into any of the 12 choices.He called me and i was yelling into the phone,"WHY I CANNOT GET INTO THAT COURSE!!!!!,MOE JUST GO AND DIE LAH".'Lol,sorry ahh...I hold on my tears until i reached home,and talked to my brother on msn,he told me not to be sad and at this point of time i teared,cause i'm feeling lost and sorry for everyone.I was thinking why must it be me,its so UNFAIR.I still remembered adam khoo once said 'life is unfair'YES I AGREE!.I think i'm quite a lucky girl,at least i went for ngee ann's interview though i am not selected at least i went for it and i think i'm brave right?! =)A good experience.Cancelled the tuition at 3pm cause i knew that i wont have the mood to teach.So now all i have to do is to think wisely,i'm left with three wild cards.And i believe GOD WILL GUIDE ME THROUGH,AND HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME amen.With nowhere to runWhen you're distraught and in painWithout anyoneWhen you keep crying out to be savedBut nobody comesAnd you feel so far awayThat you just can't find your way homeYou can get there aloneIt's okLabels: Thanks to everyone who consoled me. 8:42 PM Tuesday, March 06, 2007 I really dont know what i should do now,should i feel sorry for myself?The moment i log into my account,i saw this- 'We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application' I'm not kidding.I was kinda shocked at that momement of time,yesterday night i slept at 2am and i was anticipating for the posting,i must say that i'm quite confident.But things just turned out the other way.I felt LOST,no one was there to tell me what i should/could do,saw bh online and i think he was the only one there at eight.Knowing that he got into a course that he wanted,i was like so worried for myself as i did slightly better but i cant get into any of the 12 choices.He called me and i was yelling into the phone,"WHY I CANNOT GET INTO THAT COURSE!!!!!,MOE JUST GO AND DIE LAH".'Lol,sorry ahh...I hold on my tears until i reached home,and talked to my brother on msn,he told me not to be sad and at this point of time i teared,cause i'm feeling lost and sorry for everyone.I was thinking why must it be me,its so UNFAIR.I still remembered adam khoo once said 'life is unfair'YES I AGREE!.I think i'm quite a lucky girl,at least i went for ngee ann's interview though i am not selected at least i went for it and i think i'm brave right?! =)A good experience.Cancelled the tuition at 3pm cause i knew that i wont have the mood to teach.So now all i have to do is to think wisely,i'm left with three wild cards.And i believe GOD WILL GUIDE ME THROUGH,AND HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME amen.With nowhere to runWhen you're distraught and in painWithout anyoneWhen you keep crying out to be savedBut nobody comesAnd you feel so far awayThat you just can't find your way homeYou can get there aloneIt's okLabels: Thanks to everyone who consoled me. About me.
Soh Meixuan Michelle
13th October
Nanyang Poly;EI
Bethesda Chapel
♥ GOD
♥ family
♥ peace
♥ the sun
♥ art
♥ netball,tennis
♥ running
♥ red green black
♥ my home
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